"And why would I not weep, for I have no knowledge of my fate and I observe my self deceiving itself and my days are fading away and the wings of death have flapped close by. So why wouldn’t I cry! I weep for my soul’s departing my body, I weep for the darkness of my grave…"
"I will make myself numb. I don’t want emotions nor feelings. I don’t want to care or love or miss again. And I won’t anymore. I will destroy every shade of love and care and longing and sadness and happiness. I will turn my feelings off. Forever."